Boob Job

Trying on clothes in the backroom
of Loehmannís, a stranger invites me
to feel her breasts, a stranger trying on
dresses that donít fit and I can see
her breasts are larger than they want
to be, and she can see Iím watching,
asks me to help zip her up and I struggle
to pull her in, smooth out her sunburned skin,
tug, ask her to shake herself in, she tells me
she just got them, didnít know theyíd come out
so big isnít sure she likes them, not even her
husband cares, heís not a breast man, she says,
heís an ass man but Iím not getting an ass job,
good, I say, because how do you even get an ass job,
do you want to feel them, she asks, and I do, so I do
and they feel like bean bags youíd toss at a clownís face
at a kidís party, I squeeze them both at the same time,
cup my hands underneath them, she says, go ahead,
squeeze some more, itís not sexual, arenít they heavy
I donít want to have them around every day, her nipples
headlights staring into the dressing room mirror, red scars
around their circumferences, angry circles I want to run
my finger around, you should have seen them before
I had them lifted, they were long drooping points,
couldnít stand looking at them anymore, can I see yours
so I show her, so small hers could eat mine alive,
nipples like walnuts, do you think I should make mine
bigger, and there we are examining one anotherís boobs,
touching, talking about them like they arenít there,
donít matter, forgetting how it felt when we were twelve
or thirteen, one morning when they first appeared
sore, swollen, exciting, new, when they had the power
to turn us into women we no longer knew.


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